Watching a downward spiral

Welly Welly...I see a pattern.
It seems that It takes me a solid week to successfully type up a 10 to 15 page chapter of Flux. Its mainly because I keep getting distracted..especially by music. I looooove music.But yeah..I should be good and ready to post soon. Its so refreshing to be writing again, like I said in another entry, I haven't written a multi-chapter fanfiction since "A Shadow's Requiem" which was pretty popular..and that makes me smile.
The link to Flux is here now..
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4048523/1/Flux

Wow um..

I..frighten myself sometimes with my excitement! I won't say why lol but yeah...

At school Chan returned suprisingly. She's in college now as a freshman but insisted on gracing us with her prescence. Its so funny how she can pretend to just be so lovey dovey friendly to me when we all know of her crazy jealousy towards me or something equally as sinister.

Does she realize I don't like her?

Well damn she should! That girl is insane and not in a good way. In fact, I created a character off her in Flux..I won't say whom..but the character is a mixture of Chan and someone far different from her. *facepalms*
The girl is so insecure and just insists on insulting someone (me)right after saying hello. She needs to get over the fact that her boyfriend of a year and a half was madly and sadly in love with little ole me for about 4 years until someone pointed her out to him. I never liked the boy , I don't see why she's so insecure. I mean dang..I haven't even had a boyfriend ..but then again I'm not as stupid as she is. Now he's a senior like I am and she's a freshman in college..I can just imagine how her little hairbrained mind works.

Anyway! Back to my excitement!

I think I finally understand how to characterize Rufus to prefection. That guy is really insanely complex! Good giggity greenhouses! O_O

Huh? Forgive me...

Anyway. I learned a helluva lot in general lately about a load of things that I'm not supposed to talk about on this particular journal because this is not a personal thoughts kind of journal. Its for my writing! But..aren't they parts of a whole? ^_^
I dunno...I don't have anything else to say.

Well at least I hope we have.

Well I'm in class right now, in Computer Systems Technology (aka CST, and no Scarlet doesn't teach it). CST is my first and second period class..then I go to English 4 and U.S. Government. Then I go home.
Ah yes the short schedule of a senior. Only -technically- three classes.

Usually I don't listen to Lil Mama but that song has gotten me dancing hahaha. I'm going to use it in a story..coughcough..that I'm writing. Elena will be dancing to it on her Ipod..

The last time I wrote a multichapter fanfiction was in July of 2007 on the eve of the final Harry Potter book coming out. Now I have just started really getting into writing another one, one that I had no idea would be a gem like it is! I'm glad about that.

Writing in first person is a new thing for me, I rarely do it unless I'm writing a small narrative for class.I feel like first person limits and opens up doors at the same time. I think in my fanfiction though, I'm going to not only have it in Elena's point of view, but I will jump to third person during certain scenes for effect. It'll happen rarely but by golly it will happen.

Um...

We're not doing any work in class right now. Our teacher Mrs. Burts was out yesterday and she's back today and she was so happy that we actually obeyed her request to create a 30 question test on chapter seven which is about DIMMS and SIMMS (computer jargon). So we have free time and I decided to update my new journal.
I plan on this journal being mostly about just my creative outlets and a little bit about life. I have another account that is just my normal journal, but I won't say which it is.

Anyway...

I'm going to go now lol and do something else! I have an idea for a fanfiction challenge I want some others to do but I will wait to see if I get any one on this journal to actually read said challenge hahaha.

I am about to go to school this morning, its my routine to check my emails and waste time after I get dressed for school. Our school colors we can wear (yes uniforms!!) are either khaki or navy blue pants, and white or navy blue shirts. No colorful weird belts, and no colorful weird jackets.

Guess how many people actually listen to that "rule?" Guess how much the school enforces it ? Yep..seldomly. Very seldomly. So much for a public school having a dress code.

Anyway...

I finally did something with my hair at least, I flat ironed it so its all smooth and shiny and almost past my shoulders..I'm trying to grow it out past my back. I wonder if that'll happen. Or will my DNA finally stop its growth? I mean my mom and sisters (no brothers) and aunts..and some uncles..all have longish hair so..i dunno I guess we'll see.

Myself and one of my friends are trying to investigate before jumping to conclusions we already reached. Hahahaha we're crazy. I feel like a turk now -_-.

SPEAKING OF TURKS!

I'm currently working on Chapter 4 of my new fanfiction I named Flux for reasons I hope are obvious lol. Chapter four has been so hard to write, all these ideas keep running at me and wildly swinging their hands. Finally I think I have a grasp on what I'm going to do with chapter four though. 
I love writing, soon I'm going to start writing my own stories as well...maybe I'll get them published one day and GASP end up like J.K.Rowling.

Its now 7:21...

I'm gonna have to get going aren't I.

I have this song by Alicia Keys stuck firmly in my head. I think I've found exactly what I'm going to perform now at 4-H Club Congress! I have fallen in love with Alicia Key's "Superwoman" so..I think that's what I'm going to sing. I've sung it a few times so I know I can handle the song with my weird vocal range. Sometimes I sing high pitched and sometimes low pitched and everything in between. I can mimic other artists voices too....

Well I've gotta go. Time is up!

-Goodwitch

I haven't really been doing much other than stressing out and not allowing myself to stress out. Is that an oxymoron of sorts? I like to use plays on words like that all the time needless to say. 
College and the future is on the horizon.
I'm so annoyed with some people right now..its not even worth discussing.  Is there anything new anymore? I mean we've all seen it happen before, what makes your problem so unique. I hate coldness and I hate when people act like they're the only person with problems..why do we as teenagers just HAVE to angst so much? Its nothing new about that downward spiral and we've all seen it happen.
I don't like having to censor my words in places, just to sugar coat and ensure that everyone's happy.

Anyway...

I'm still happy that it snowed about two weeks ago in hell, I mean the south , where I live. How does that happen?! 

I don't really have much else to say ^_^. I'm sure I will later.